went to joe's house for arrangin da documents .. meet da client sumwer n talked for around 2hours. rushed to haf some tea time wif da gang.. babiie joshua called me and evryone chatted with him. we miissz u muchiie babe..2months without u is hard~! niwaee..,i'd put my fren plane bcus da gang r more important. .soriie to u *boom time* met wif sheng's gf thre too wid her frensz all of sudden,she came 2 ask me ton of question. i dn feel like answerin at all & i couldnt hold my tears when she ask me " did u n sheng did sumthin wrong bhind me? " " Why u kip questionin me? why can't u let go everythin? why can't u let him rest peacefully? i'm sorry if i'd hurt u but we did ntg. i don't wanna fight.. i don't nid arguments. i beg u for da sake of sheng pls don be stupid animo. get up n live on.i noe it's hard but i'm sure sheng doesnt wanna see u lidis.~! he loves u n i hope u'll respect him.tats all i can say",i said. while i was talkin to her, drip of tears flowin down my cheeks. tis lil moment. i know i'm weak once again. da gang were tryin 2 protect me n scolded her away. dear joe brought me bak to da car n fetch me home. thanks. i know u guys sayang me a lots but i guess i shud find her n clear things out~!. i'm reali vry tired of handling problems since lastyear. 1 problem solved but 2 came like thre's no end. sumtimes i broke down n cried in da corner of my room. it feel so hurts n pain but no1 understand. sumtimes i feel envious with sheng bcus he can just leave evrythin bhind. i reali hope tat was me who died instead of him. nitesz .
Miisz anT♥
Joanne Chew
- 22 in June'12
- Proud mimi(owner) of my beloved princess Tiffie
- Deeply in Love with the Love of my Life,JosiahLim
